It's Not Trauma Dumping, It's Lore

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  • Languishing

    This past year has been a psychological whirlwind. If I knew myself today, 5 years ago, I would’ve thought, “man, this chick has her shit together”. I mean, yes and no. I just finished a divorce. I have to sell my house. My pets are middle aged. My parents are ancient. I’m still fat. I’m…

  • September 2025

    Holy shit did this year go by fast. I’m currently sitting on 50 blog posts that need publishing. I have just been SO BUSY, and they need polishing up before setting them free to become a new invasive species. As always, I’ve had writer’s block and keep getting stuck rewriting the same paragraph over and…

  • Art Instagram I love the things that I make. I make them for me, but I share them with you. Enjoy.

  • Chapter One

    “Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.” “Solfege,” a voice called softly. “Mama?” a child responded, confusion lacing the word. “Hush,” the mother urged, her voice a gentle command. It wasn’t her mother calling for her. She jumped, feeling her mother’s gossamer touch.  “What’s happening, Mama?” the child asked, looking…

  • 20 Seconds

    Directions: With one we blink,and only one.With two,we close the door. The water flows into the tub, it does, we count four more.I close my eyes, and try to think–the silence, screaming loud. Four seconds pass, my veins, they split–I tremble, falling down. I count the years I’ve been on Earth, and what I learned…

  • Thursday

    I’ve never thought of myself as a four-leaf clover, more like a shattered mirror. The nights I’ve spent, waiting in the darkness–my heart so heavy, I can’t lift myself from my bed. You aren’t even there with me. I’m not even sleeping. It’s beyond that. All my colors seem a little darker now. I don’t…

  • I originally decided to write this post to discuss the often overlooked maternal wound perpetuated from mother to daughter. As no surprise to me, nobody wanted me to tell this story because it’s filled with shame. Let’s be real, nobody wants to take accountability for hurting a child. As you’ve probably already gathered from my…

  • Teeth

    I don’t have to bite to win in fights. The low rumble in my throat is enough to set you ablaze. The heat of shame hot enough to burn your lungs. I told you to never bring me here. I don’t want to bite so I let my ribcage tear my heart to shreds. You…

  • Why I’m Here

    Every time I meet someone new, I can’t meet them fast enough. If someone sparks my interest, I want to know everything about them. This is what it’s like to be a whirlwind. I usually start with birthdays. What’s your sign?  I believe we’re ruled by the planets so I want to know how you…

  • What’s new since the devolution of Beef Talks About It?Probably the most shocking thing is my divorce. My ex-husband and I had been together for almost 12 years–11 years and 9 months to the day actually. Everything went about as poorly as it could have gone, and I’m now less than two months out from…